"of everything that you were, youre everything to me." - Forever by Amber Pacific ♥

hey people!
my results for CA is super not satisfying at all.
all bcos of not doing my online assignments and late hmwks. i did passed up whaaat
=.=
but nehmind. i wanna achieve 15points for O's. i wanna be inside Early Childhood Studies. pleaseeeeeeeeeeee. okayy, i hope i'll get it. insyallah (:

okayy next up. im gonna go johor today.
supposed to go malacca with hariz family but had to help grandma move house.
so im gg tonight. will be back on sunday.
do miss me ppl. hehh, i noe he'll do. ♥
i kinda realised, im gg to malaysia more this year. :O
im sec4 seehhhhhhh. =.=

4 mths passed. means im getting nearer to my O's.
i cant afford to play a fool now. gosh, tmr is already 1st may.
by 31st may, my malay O's will start.
i wanna improve my maths!
so disappointed seeing an F9 in my report every year you noe!!! -.-
aite aite, insyallah insyallah.

its 4mth already idiot. ♥

you you you you you. heeeee ♥

idiot ♥


Heyhey! guess what?
im at home instead of in school. this aches are really killing me.
the back ache is really been ongoing since few weeks ago. :O
lazy to go to the doctor. no money :-/

aite so, there's somehow like a change in how i blog.
things are very different now and im just heeding my mom's advice.
im still trying to stay strong, cos this feelings wont change. ♥
i hope you understand that. even if its too much.

so yesterday i went to malaysia.
its very hmm, tiring.
hahah! well, i rebonded my hair.
i should've cut bangs.
hahah! i think it would fit well. tsk.
but just bear with my look ppl. ahha, im just trying out smth new. :D

ohhohh! celebrated my brother's 14th birthday at eighteen chef.
actually we wanted to go to swensens. changed plan to bedok corner. changed again and again until we went to eighteen chef.
haahha! its really kinda nice. eventhough i couldnt finish it as per normal.
the servings too big, well. im gonna upload the pictures soon this weekend.
stay tuned to my facebook. ahaha ;D

thanks for being there and whenever for me friend. appreciate it alot. ♥


Forever- Amber Pacific
i'll never let you go ♥
trust me.

i look like one sick, pale girl
with super big chubby cheeks! :-/


HAHAHAH! heyhey.
started my language papers for MYE this year.
i could say, its managable.
the next thing on my list is actually maths. urghhh! help! :(
insyallah insyallah.

currently loving the song carry out - timbaland feat justin timberlake.
hehehehhhh, plus im listening achik& nana songs. =.=
all thanks to AMIRA! hahhaa, ♥

alright so the rest of the week was okayy.
challenging? damn duhhh.
complications everywhere and heartbreaks here and dere.
thought we'll be okayy after last week but started again.
ohh, but i noe someone cares. :)

short one today hor.
TMR CROSS COUNTRY!!!!
i have this mixed feelings whether to run or not.
tsk tsk tsk!
everyone wants me to run.
alaahhhh, XD
good luck to me.
good luck to fadhli cos that idiot wants to be top 5 tmr. hahaha ♥

he filled all the empty spaces that you left me.
tell me hows that.

FEE, 10 yrs of friendship babe! woots, ♥


aite so here i am. back posting something here.
this week was really unexpected.
somethings went haywire, somethings went stronger and others are just weird.
but what could i say.
thats part of life/love.

yesterday 17th April.
went to NPAP 2010 without zulfi and zulliey.
tsk :(
they couldnt make it at a very last minute.
so fadhli, fee, raz, ant and me went for it.
i had SC investiture rehearsal early in the morning then i went lunch at food culture with fadhli and fee. den off we go to tampines sec.
NPAP was great! awesome guys! haha, i miss NPAP 2009. tskk, i miss taking to random people and get new friends. gaahhh, ♥
and he made my heart skip a beat ♥

so at 10++pm, went in to johor.
whole family ate dinner but no appetite you see.
i was too tired after the whole day out.
so then after eating went to tok khaled's house at 130am.
i have a lot to say but i dont want to.
can i say thrilling? hmmmm. not sure myself.
went out from his place at 3++am.
den went to mcdonald's for breakfast!
so what else?
i grabbed my favourite of all, Sausage McMuffin. okayy lovely ♥
but. there was an egg shell in my mom's sausage mcmuffin with egg. :O
and my burger bread was burnt? :O
well, i just gobbled it down. wooots! lovee ♥
HAHAHAH.

i remembered reaching home at subuh.
done everything i had to, i slept.
hehhh.
i lazy update more.
i want mee goreng seafood. hungry. :(

i just got to noe Achik, vocalist of group Spin died.
Al-Fatehah.
semoga Allah menempatkan beliau di kalangan orang2 yg soleh.
Amin.


im feeling guilty. the feelings just kept growing. haish.

to ♥.
these confusions are just making my mind go haywire.
im damn damn sorry this had to happen.
ive been noticing we tend to just argue with each other lately.
its bad. and it all started from me.
i just dont understand why.
im sorry, :'(
im still indecisive. and now, im feeling guilty.

heyy people! ♥
im back im back im back.
well, you can see that huh.

Justin bieber''s voice is lovely! ♥♥♥
hehh, i wannna buy his album: My World 2.0
pleaseee daddy? mummy perhaps? or my own money? -.-

so today i woke up around 6am.
got ready all and left my house at 7am.
met hariz under his block.
walked with him till small mac and met fee all.
did setting up of booths, den changed into our full u.
the cubical that i went in was super disgusting. hahah! well, fee and i was the one who made a fuss abt how disgusting that looks. eeww!
i could say, aloysius put in effort by providing us tables and bringing the banners from NPC. thank youu aloy! ♥

PYA project is doneeeeeeeeeeee! finally finally.
wooooooooots!
standing, walking, approaching, answering, talkings. all done by us to the public.
hehehh, the endurance we put in.
eventhough rejected by many many people.
but we did it indigo♥
thank youu for those who came! (as if they're reading this-.-)
to those peeps who cant come, its okayy aite? :D
& to chairman, i did my best. you didnt came.
im sorry if i made me you feel angry just bcos of postponing this thing.
but hey, stop thinking of yourself please.
wait, let me ask you. you did anything mehh? ohh, what an obvious answer.
no. -.-

so after the whole thing finished, went to food culture and eat. :D
i had difficulties eating my spagetthi because of my ulcers. it hurts! badly :(
he kept pestering me to try date mr.bon -.-
nice onee ehh love :P
i wont, its gonna hurt a lot.
ohh mr bon is actually a medicine for ulcers? i dont know how to spell it. hehh~!
den went to tampines mall's open plaza. had truth or dare there.
fun fun. hehh, :D
then toured around Tampines1. before taking bus 72 and went to dorm.
took soccer ball from my hse den gave it to the boys.
tiring day that is today.

i'll update more tmr aite! :D
this is like an essay!


that few seconds of warmth, thankyou ♥

first thing first,
I JUST STEPPED DOWN FROM MY CCA OKAYYY!!
wow, those years in npcc.
met new and old friends throughout the journey.
endure harsh words, critism and punishments.
laughed, smiled, joked around most of the times.
faced everything together with laughters and happiness.
console one another when feeling down.
wow, everything now shouldnt end.
thankyou, teacher officers. CIs. CITs. Seniors in NP. Juniors. Area9 friends.
and A very BIG thank you,
INDIGO ♥
YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST AITE?
heeeeeeeeeeee,


next thing,
IM GOING TO MALAYSIA!
again.
hahahhaha, stay tuned till im back aite.
im gonna miss ppl.
really really gonna miss ppl.
hehh, takecare everyone.
so i'll be gg tmr morning. like morning.
so do miss me ehh? :X
hahah :P


next, im currently very very happy.
well, i dont know why.
i get new friends! ahhaha.
even that burung hantu.
thanks for sunday study. and how you want me to eat.
hahaha, thanks ehh :D


alright im off now.
dont know what to post.
ohh another thing, when sc finish ehh? hmmm.
hehh,
goodbye ppl!


im gonna cherish every single moment together.
teehee, ♥